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Wednesday, December 24, 2008

A Rojak Life.

Winner of Primeworks Big TV Idea 2008 It started with the idea of a cricket. (Which he thought what belalang was..^-^ ) When he told us he got the Top 20, it was too good to be true. Unbelievable. I guess he was so excited about it that he start to write all the story-line straight away. Berbelas2 episodes jugaklah (it took him couple hours explaining it on the phone.. while Im doing my laundry.. hehe) In the train, and where ever he is, he keeps on developing the story, and asked our opinion. Haha.. the name of the roles changes, here and there, logic dan tak logic.. ah.. masih fresh dalam ingatan. Ada orang nak nama dia masuk lah..mcm2.. hhaha.. He went back to Malaysia to present the idea. We all know that he's kinda broke, but he is still the best person to represent his own idea, in his own way.
Preparation for the presentation of his idea.
Well, a great job I supposed. I still remember the night where me and Iman had to give our opinions on what he did. It was very funny. Bad handwriting, bad usage of colour, small mistakes here and there.. haha. and "stepsod" too.. We had to read the whole story-line at Johnathan, the night before he went back to Malaysia. Hehe.. sorry, aku lambat. 応援してるからね。 I guess the journey, and the experience, is the biggest reward. We are so proud of you! ...to be continued

Friday, December 19, 2008

Kita

Apa yang membandingkan kita dengan segala macam kehidupan lain yang ada dalam alam semesta ini? MANUSIA vs HAIWAN,TUMBUHAN, JIN dll Allah s.w.t dengan 特別(specialnya)nya memberikan ROH kepada kita, which others don't have. Kelebihan ROH tu hanya diberikan pada manusia sahaja. Oleh itu, ROH itu sangat mulia pada 'pandangan' Allah s.w.t. Dia tidak pernah 'memandang' pada jasad. -Walau dirimu putih, hitam, negro, Japanese, mahupun mat salleh, tidak ada bezanya pada Allah. -Walau perbezaanmu pada darjat dan kedudukanmu, kelebihanmu yang jasadi, hensem-lawa dan sebagainya, tak memberi sedikit pun kelebihan pada dirimu itu. -Walau dirimu belajar di seberang laut, India, Rusia, Amerika, mahupun di tanah air juga tidak ada membezakan dirimu dengan yang lain, kerana Allah membezakan manusia dengan imannya; dengan aqidahnya.
فَإِذَا سَوَّيۡتُهُ ۥ وَنَفَخۡتُ فِيهِ مِن رُّوحِى فَقَعُواْ لَهُ ۥ سَـٰجِدِينَ
29. “Maka apabila Aku telah menyempurnakan kejadiannya dan meniupkan padanya roh ciptaan-Ku, maka rebahkanlah diri kamu sujud kepada-Nya.” (Surah al-Hijr) Disebabkan kita ada 'ROH' itulah, Allah telah 特別に(specialnya) melantik kita jadi khalifah(wakil) kat muka bumi ni.
وَإِذۡ قَالَ رَبُّكَ لِلۡمَلَـٰٓٮِٕكَةِ إِنِّى جَاعِلٌ۬ فِى ٱلۡأَرۡضِ خَلِيفَةً۬‌ۖ
30. “Dan (kenangilah) ketika Tuhanmu berfirman kepada para malaikat: “Sesungguhya Aku hendak melantik khalifah di muka bumi.” (Surah al-Baqarah) DAN...... disebabkan itu jugalah, Allah dah 'siapkan' semua benda kat bumi ni untuk kita. untuk kegunaan kita.
هُوَ ٱلَّذِى خَلَقَ لَكُم مَّا فِى ٱلۡأَرۡضِ
29. “Dialah yang telah menciptakan untuk kamu segala apa yang ada di bumi” (Surah al-Baqarah) じゃ~何をすればいいだろう? So, mengetahui ini, nak buat apa yek? =) #Ahh... bestnya when everything makes perfect sense perfectly. ^-^*

超ーーー困るよ~!今回。。 嵐がやばいなあ・ もうgolek2だよ!! いやぁぁぁぁ~!嵐~嵐FOR DREAM~ =P (its ARASHI) 2,318,737 一時的なことだけかもしれないけど、ただ好きです。 何も言わなくて良いよ。

Friday, December 12, 2008

円高

Few months ago, 100円 = RM3 Now, 100円 = RM3.90. Kalau tukar 10,000yen, akan dapat RM300. Sekarang, akan dapat dekat RM 400. 100bux difference. Gila. First time in 13years, 1 USD = 88円。 SHARP will lost 20憶円 for every 1円 of 円高。 Do you know anything about the Big 3? - GM - Ford - Chrysler
Watch CBS Videos Online If any of these 3 automobile company goes bankrupt, it will cost UDS to be cheaper, and... Yen to be more expensive. Kalau yen mahal, habislah harga barang2 Jepun mahal. Habislah kilang2 Jepun kene buang pekerja. Takdapat la beli camera murah lagi~ >_<"

Masuk Islam?

"Ayam berkokok tak henti-henti
Kambing mengembek tanda risau
Lembu menguak takut kena sembelih
Babi bersyukur tak masuk Islam"
Babi bersyukur tak masuk Islam??
Before I make any assumption, can someone PLEASE redefine this!
#(I'll give my ideas in 2 days time. Until then, please.. help me with what YOU think. Is this even right to begin with?? )

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Projek Roti.

Every Wednesday, seperti biasa I'll go to Iman's place(but not this week kut). A journey that would take about 2hours++ pegi balik.
Pada hari itu kami decided to buat roti. We did cakes before, so try something new this time. Next time nak buat pie pulak.. =)
It was our first attempt.
The look of that thing was soooo weird. Taktau mana yang tak betul. Since it was a very cold night, 'we' decided to peram this thing dalam futon, atas hot carpet.
but it look alright after about an hour or so. Then, we made the dough. Not knowing what roti to do next(after we made the original tuna bread) , we use our so called 'creativity' and make our own bread. Iman letak belen lauk udang masak kunyit (our dinner) inside, and I put some belen chocolate meiji, bla bla bla...
and wallah~

#1 - patut letak warm water for cold countries. unlike malaysia where you can have 27deg all the time. NO wonder la kedai bakery selalu panas kan..

#2- our 2nd attempt mcm shippai(fail). haha..

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Monday, December 08, 2008

Jam Lagi~

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Tuesday, December 02, 2008

BB Diary #4 & #5

Setelah memonteng Billy selama satu minggu >_<", perjuangan perlu diteruskan. Its getting so cold at night. Rasa mcm nak duduk dalam selimut je sampai pagi. Malas, sejuk, dan lebih malas. Diet sihat telah rosak selepas hujung minggu yang sungguh gila. Saturday, pegi 食べ放題 ( all you can eat). The fried chicken was, wahh.. heaven. Sunday, had bread, cheese cake, mee goreng, pizza and.. Häagen-Dazs. maple cookies, macademian vanilla, and brownies chocolate.. habislah.. Setelah bertungkus lumus semalam, berjaya juga habiskan BB yang ke-5. Esok, akan mula dengan Stage 2 pula. 頑張るぜ!

Friday, November 28, 2008

Gay away

"Sure, Gay people have the same right as everyone else to find a partner and be happy" "I say yes, If more gay couples lived openly, it would be easier for society to accept them" "I don't know. I just don't think society is ready to accept gays"
I was the only one to said,
"Absolutely not. Homosexuality is wrong"
and Takuto said,
"Gay?? No thanks, but lesbian is okay, "
hahahaa...
_________________________________________
BUT, have they all forget about
80. Dan Nabi Lut juga (Kami utuskan). ingatlah ketika ia berkata kepada kaumnya: "Patutkah kamu melakukan perbuatan Yang keji, Yang tidak pernah dilakukan oleh seorang pun dari penduduk alam ini sebelum kamu?
81. "Sesungguhnya kamu mendatangi lelaki untuk memuaskan nafsu syahwat kamu Dengan meninggalkan perempuan, bahkan kamu ini adalah kaum Yang melampaui batas".

Bloody Blood.

”まだ低い” - still low.
I had to stay in the blood donation bus.
Already 30mins late for my 5th period class.
Damn, its too cold outside. Again, I fainted.

hahaha.... dramatic betul. Its been exactly a year since I donate my blood, and I got my self this blood donor card. Its to keep track the details of my donation.

The blood bus came (they come once a month to my university). I'm O型 positive. It was 超ピンチthat day, meaning, they really need O blood as much as possible. and... I decided to be a hero~
Im out of cash.
'This' is something that I am full of. I was in the mood of doing good deeds. =) Malaysians should do it often too.
Its good for your health, like Akane said,
" I'm 0.4kg lighter!".

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Mata oh mata.

In life, at least once.
Pernah tak lihat satu pemandangan yang akan membuatkan anda mengatakan,

"MasyaAllah.. Subhanallah.."

Keindahan alam yang tiada kata - kata dapat mengungkapnya. You then, take out your camera to savour this amazing moment. Happy that you have your camera with you, you take several pictures. Yet, you are still not satisfied.  

"Kenapa tak secantik apa yang ku nampak?"

Sedikit kecewa, hmm.. mungkin anda bukan seorang jurugambar yang hebat. Tapi bagaimanakah? Keindahan yang terlalu berharga untuk dibiarkan begitu sahaja.. Lalu anda duduk merenung keindahan yang fana' itu.

First time I went to Fukushima about 2 years ago, I cried. It was the most beautiful scenery I've ever seen in my life. It was autumn. The hills was covered with red, mixed with orange, and yellow coloured leaves. Dashing blue river between the hills, small houses by the riverside, MasyaAllah.. The air was too good to be true; it was thin, as if I can feel it flowing in my viens. Again, I cried.

Few weeks ago, it was already dark when I finished my 5th period class, . On my way for Maghrib prayers down the stairs, there it was. The full moon; as if its decorated with the pieces of clouds , and made pretty, with striking yellow coloured leaves on the trees. It is autumn again. I wish I could. Savour the moment. Just staring at it.

I wish I could. Cut out my vision. paste it in photoshop. save it in as a jpeg file. My eyes, was, is the best camera that I have ever own. Better than any SLR in the world. I could never let it go.

Imagine, losing your sight for a day. Or at least, 5 minutes. I dont think I'd survive. I tried, taking my glasses off, and try to stare at the beautiful moon, again I cried; it was a distorted image.

MasyaAllah, Alhamdulillah for The Creator's invention of the the moon, and my eyes. Tiadanya mataku, bisakah ku melihat kebesaranMu; Tuhan yang Maha Esa? Bisakah aku membaca ayat-ayat suciMu; Tuhan yang Maha Mengetahui? Aku mahu menghafal dengan penglihatan dan mata hati ini. Mencari erti hidup dengan pengamatanku.

Mata, oh mata.
Namun, sungguh kerdilnya kamu jika dibandingkan dengan ciptaanNya yang di luar sana.

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Hari

Apabila bulan lepas rasa seperti hanya semalam.. Ah.. cepat sungguh masa berlalu. Lebih banyak report, presentation, debate dan segala macam alah.. sememangnya, cepat sungguh masa berlalu. Kesejukan hari ini seperti tidak terasa. Orang lain dah sibuk2 memakai muffler dan jacket bulu, aku sempoi aja berbaju Indon dan jaket sukan. Tak mungkin sudah winter. Cepat sungguh masa berlalu. Sejuk. sungguh sejuk, sampai ke tulang. Emosi yang semakin complicated, deria sejuk itu tidak berperasaan lagi. Hari ini hari Selasa. aku sudah pikirkan tentang hari sabtu, hari ahad. Dan kemudian, aku akan kembali sedar, yang hari sabtu, ahad ku itu, baru sahaja berlalu. Kembalilah pada realiti. Diri yang sekarang ini. Diri yang sebenar ini. Yang sarat. dengan amanah. dengan tanggungjawab. Yang berat. dengan kemalasan, dengan penangguhan. Apakah kau mahu kalah dengan ini? Kalah pada kesejukan, dan emosi yang kering kontang? Ternyata, lapar dahaga emosi, dan roh itu perlu kau penuhi.

Monday, November 17, 2008

Tagging-menagging.

I've been tagged by Adam. =) Name : Nadiah Sisters : 3 Brothers : 6 Shoe size : 25(Japan) 7(msia) Height : 155++cm Where do you live :Tokyo, Japan~ Have you ever been on a plane : du-uh. I mean, of course.. hehe Swam in the ocean : I'd rather not. main pasir tepi laut bleh.. Fallen asleep at school : Back in Malaysia, mcm tak pernah kut. But since kat Japan ni mcm selalu sangat je. Ada sekali tu, I rasa I baru je kelip mata, tetiba satu papan putih tu dah penuh. Apekahh?! Broken someone’s heart : harap2 la I dah di maafkan yer~ ^-^" Fell off your chair : oh.. selalu melalu.. Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : adela kut, zaman2 remaja buta dulu. haha.. Saved e-mails : banyak jugak. What is your room like : sangat luas. tak tau nak letak apa dah. What’s right beside you: kosong, kosong. jauh dibelakaaaaang sana ada tv. hehe What is the last thing you ate : onigiri!! Chicken pox :oboetenai naa.. (tak hingat arr..) Sore throat : hmm.. lately cam tade. Stitches : whoah! kowak! tadek2.. Do you Believe in love at first sight : aahh... tak tau la yek. kene sentiasa menundukkan pandangan nih.. >_<" Like picnics : ureshii... picnics sangat best! next week pgi koyo kat Takao-san jom! Who was/were…The last person you danced with : err? does the pussycat dolls counts for the exercise? hehe.. Last made you smile : hmm.. susahnya soalan.. T-T You last yelled at : I dont remember. usually to my brothers je. hehe Today did you… Talk to someone you like : yeah. of course. Get sick : ha ah. sbb makan cereal, roti, and salad for breakfast. (biasa tak breakfast..huhu) Talk to an ex : inday. Miss someone : the family at home. Who do you really hate: siapa? Zionis.tu kebencian. hatred. tapii, kita kene ringan utk memaafkan kesalahan org lain. (but not ever the zionis) Do you like your hand-writing : my japanese handwriting sux. nanti kene tambah curly2 kat ujung, baru lawa kan.. hehe.. Are your toe nails painted : ew. no. menduksai ah nak wudhu. apa anda tak solat? Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: tatami rumah iman! hehe.. ada hot carpet lagi.. What color shirt are you wearing now :black. Are you a friendly person : yeah. too friendly sometimes. Do you have any pets : no. and I dont like cats. Do you sleep with the TV on : bazir letrik je. bukak heater pun kedekut. What are you doing right now : this. Can you handle the truth : ouh, i supposed so. I watched too much of desperate housewife already not to handle that. Are you closer to your mother or father : mummy! Do you eat healthy : if not eating burger, carbonated drinks and so on is calld healthy, i guess I am. Do you still have pictures of you & your ex : I don't have one. If you’re having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to : "kekasih gelap"ku Are you loud or quiet most of the time : very quiet at the university. barely say a word. even hi. kalau dah keluar, hu-ha-hu-ha tak henti2.. =D Are you confident :oh.. sangatlah. 5 things I was doing 10 years ago -standard 4A1 -school prefects dari std 2. (suka tarik telinga budak x dgr cakap. haha..garang oo..) -playing softball(rounders) -omg, tak hingat ar lain.. 5 things I would do if I were a billionaire -seikai ryouko (pusing dunia avec mummy) -build a kindergarten, a school, a university. -own a tv station -invest, -and, do what I'm supposed to do with the money. 5 of my bad habits -lazy potato -procrastinate -put things where-ever I want. -tu je kut.. hehe.. 5 places I’ve lived/living -Kuala Lumpur. -Tokyo, Japan. 5 people I tag -Mizah -dan sesiapa yg mahu buat. lols. jya ne.

BB Diary #3

Hari ni class finished at 6 something. Mengantuk~~!! Right after class, terus start Billy Boots. (sbb dh ponteng hari ahad.. ^-^") Alhamdulillah, Yoku gambarimashita!! Today's exercise feels so much better. Satu jam, owatta. yay!

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

BB Diary #2

Billy Boots. 2回目 "10 minutes.." "Baru 10 minutes..??" I don't know why.. this time the workout seems to be killing me. Penat tak terkata. Dah berpeluh2 dah. "Tak larat... dah.. dah.. esok la sambung pulak.. lapar betul dah ni.." Hahh?? Macam mana ni?! Baru 2nd time exercise dah nak give up dah?? "Well, I can't help it! Tak larat.." No way. Until all the 3 missions are not finished, don't ever dream on getting the ****. "Billy ni biar betul..mcm tipu je.. penat cam nak pengsan dah! macam mana yg org2 gemuk tu buat sampai kurus.. sugei na diorang.." "Ini bukan workout tuk kurus dah ni.. macam nak ajar martial arts tonggang tebalik dah ni. Muri da yo!" Ala, tak yah la sampai hageshi sangat mcm diorang tu. Depa buat setiap hari kut. Ni baru nak mula, tak biasa lagi badan tu. Buat sikit2 je dulu.. gerak slow2 je.. Kene la sabar sikit.. ato, 50分(minutes) da yo!! Gambare niea!! #Seb baik tak gaduh dgn inner self. haha.. I managed to finished the 1 hour workout. Tomorrow, rest. Lusa sambung balik. Yappa, gambaru shikanai.

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Guily Pleasure

SOME people who knows me VERY well will know what am I all about. Things that makes me go crazy and yes, cuckoo. Its not that obvious. Bcoz, I'm the kind of person that goes crazy in the inside, fighting with desires and tons and tons of guilt. What if, what if, and more ifs.. Last night, was a nightmare. Why there's SOO MANY pretty bags in store this time of the year?? (well,my idea of pretty..>_<"most of the time, its the wierd, unusual looking one. I still have the big green frog purse -from Zoon, that I've been using it for at least 5 years now. It cost me only RM19.90 though.. haha.. crazy!) I think I have 2 full big box of bags now. 'Kechi' (kedekut) sangat kut, most of the time, beli bag murah yang last2 mcm hampeh. Terburai sini, terburai sana.. tak sesuai for this, too small for that.. Its annoying. Amazingly, something caught my eyes..
COACH LEGACY STRIPE TOTE
Ahhhhh lawanyaa...!!! m"O-O"m
Its selling in the US for $298, at Msian online Shopping for RM 1190, and if in Japan, lagila mahal, about ¥61,950(Rm2,000+)... Gila tak kalau beli? But its pretty.. sedap mata memandang~ oohhh.. I need guidance for more patience.. ( as if la kan! but its not possible if I REALLY go cuckoo this time..) >_<"

Thursday, November 06, 2008

Billy's Boot Camp.

Few minutes ago I managed to finish Mission One (BBC Elite). Dah beli berzaman dah benda ni, dengan Iman kat Akiba that day, tapi baru hari ni nak bukak plastik. Dalam duk stress dengan segala macam masalah dunia dan alam semesta, I've decided to give this thing a try. (Yes.. bad timing.. I know.. ) Tak de mende yang senang, cepat mahupun pantas kalau nak dapat result yang baik. Ingatke seminit dua je work-out ni, last2 satu mission sejam. Haish.. Kalau tak biasa bergerak banyak2, mula la, sakit sini, sakit sana. But thank god, I enrolled in this karate+taekwando thingy few months ago (pi latihan 2-3kali je, pastu decided to quit sbb kene praktis dengan lelaki.. eww), so takde la rasa kejang sangat otot2 nih. hehe.. Ada 7-day eating plan skali. (Err.. entah boleh ikut ke tak eh... hehe..) Its not really about losing weight or whatsoever, cuma I think I need to be in control of myself a little bit(mentally and physically). Merasakan kesusahan menjadi sihat and maybe in shape. If not, jangan haraplah nak exercise( walaupun I naik basikal everyday..) makan junk-food, and chocolate is already killing myself bad enough. Looking at the big quote stated on the box, you can see, "GET RESULTS IN JUST 7 DAYS - GUARANTEED!" Uuu.. boleh percaya ke?? I guess its more on believing in yourself and have faith if you can really do it or not. Nobody can force you and kick ur ass off to start exercising and stop eating craps though. If there's a will there's a way. I doubt that it will get any easier that this.

Rindu pada rumah.

that is soooo them! haha.. I want more! I want more!

Wednesday, November 05, 2008

Autumn Gathering Album.

There are 4 albums all. If you are in the pictures, feel free to tag yourself in. Click the picture to see the rest of the album.
お疲れ様みんな!来年また会いましょう~!

Tuesday, November 04, 2008

D40. Belum apa apa lagi.

Belum apa apa lagi. Aku dah futur dengannya. Haha.. I just could'nt bond with it. I don't FEEL the connection or any spark with it. Sorry. I just dont. I bought it few days ago. Used it in Nagano, and i think i took crappy pictures. Maybe its only the emotions or wtsv, but I think I wanna get a D90 instead, and a better lense. Maybe by getting 18-200mm akan lebih menyenangkan dari nak tukar2 lense je. Leceh. Well, well... humans are never satisfied are they? I'm selling it off. For the same price, ¥51,900. About RM 1850 kut, camtuh. Duit Jepun skrg dah mahal kayh. Dulu, 28ringgit bleh dapat ¥1000, sekarang ni dekat 40hinggit baru dapat ¥1000. So, mcm tak advisable sangat nak beli barang from Japan skrg. Lain la kalau benda tu betul2 murah in here. Sbb since duit jepun dah mahal, barang2 kat sini makin murah pulak jadinya. Kami yg duk jepun ni, apa lagi.. Hapinesss... Tapi saya sudah deficit. Mungkin boleh survive satu bulan lagi kut dgn baki yg tinggal. Wargh! Kene rajin menabung. Takleh shopping sesuka hati dah pasnih. Yikes. Baru semalam beli baju labuh 2 pasang. dah ¥4,500 (dlm 160bux kut) tapi design lawa. Kata Iman, "Beli~ Beli~!"

Nagano

Tomato juice yang SANGAT2 heaven.. >_<"
Individu yang sempurna. Bisakah?
more pictures coming~

Thursday, October 30, 2008

3;139

So lose not heart, nor fall into despair: for you must gain mastery if you are true in Faith.

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Your god, my God.

One drop of tears fell off.. One by one. I know that it’s just a class, but my tears fell off own its own. I have no control over it anymore. “I miss my God. I love my God.” “Rindu.. sayang..” “Ya Allah..Ya Allah.. “ “I miss the prophet, the beloved Rasulullah s.a.w..” “Subhanallah.. Subhanallah..” Tears runs slowly down.. I let them be, let them run. “Astaghfirullah hal azim..” I realized that your idea of god and my God is not the same. How could you? How could you? It’s God Almighty that creates the heaven and earth, and everything between it. The Most Powerful, The Greatest Power of All.. That creates us, the human. “Created men out of a (mere) clot of congealed blood” He is, “Lord and Cherisher of Mankind” “The Ruler of Mankind,” “The God of Mankind,” We are just human, that live life like human do. We are NOTHING compared to Him. But still, Allah is The Most Merciful, Most Gracious, Most Kind. “He begets not, nor is He begotten” (Dia tidak beranak dan tidak pula diperanakkan) How could you say that god turn himself into a human to save mankind? How could you say that god made all humans to be evil, and trade himself to sacrifice for their sin? And thus, he is a Father, a Son, and a Holy Spirit? It doesn’t make sense. Not any of them! Tak faham~! I’m not convinced. God knows everything that you don’t. What makes you so confident? Yes, now I know better about you Your god, which was never mine. But somehow, it felt so lonely. The conversation always ends with no ending. Situations, human errors, and more human problems. I don’t see no resolution. I don’t feel no resolution. Still, it’s lonely. Why not talk about His creations instead. The Creator, Subhanallah It’s rather calming. You can feel it, right there in your heart. The moon, and the sky, the trees and animals, they are always in order, just the way that they are supposed to be. The night will come when the day ends. And the cycle continues on His demand. Only Allah who we should submit to. There’s no god but Allah. I’l n’ya deux que Deux. And Muhammad s.a.w is the messenger of Allah. Let this love be for eternity, for the One and Only. “Ya Allah..” And the tears keep on falling..

Friday, October 24, 2008

Hidari-kikiのせい。

You Are 5% Left Brained, 95% Right Brained
The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning. Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others. If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic. Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet. The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility. Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way. If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art. Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.
well, I don't like it when its quiet. My things are all over the place, but Alhamdulillah they are manageable and easy to find. ^-^* 95% Right brain? Haish.. I need more balance in life then..

Thursday, October 23, 2008

Good-Bye

(taken from my.Xanga) Sorry if my last post was about toilets , but I really feel like writing something about someone I knew. She passed away yesterday. I followed her blog, every now and then (Im not a regular blog-hopper). She's a fighter for sure. A photographer that takes picture beautifully, and loves the sports cycling arena. I didnt know much about her back then in school, compared to now. I basically knew nothing about her. Except for her name, and which class she belonged to. I knew about her cancer on her blog. Hamizah told me. Surpised. Very surprised. No words could describe my feelings. It was already at 3rd stage. And few hours ago, people keep on changing thier facebook status saying "Al-Fatihah to Wan Maisara Amirah". I don't know why. But I was too blur to catch it. It took me a while to really understand what actually happened. I began searching for her blog. her flickr and everything else. She's gone. But she left her memories behind. Her work of art. Her works. I just hope that there's more to that somewhere. Only God knows. The Almighty knows better. Who are we to judge? Who are we to critisize? She's young. You are too. I am too. "Kematian itu tak bisa memilih". It reminds me of the prophet's saying." There's going to be a time where humans are going to have a disease. It is Wahan." "To love the world, and be afraid to die." People come and go. We too, will leave one day. Its just a matter of time. Are we ready to pack-and-go? "Sebaik2 bekalan adalah taqwa". Al-Fatihah to Wan Maisara Amirah (on the left).Insya'Allah we'll be seeing you in the other world.

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Deadliest.

I was looking for the right spelling of the word deadliest. I thought there's something such as "deadlious" harm. >_<"
and I found this!
some of them are just the food that I've been eating everyday.(Except for the carbonated drinks. I just don't drink them) Am I dying?? -0-

Ummah and Nationality.

I took a class about the history of Middle East this new semester. To my surprise, it was very hard to understand. Well, more complicated i guess a lot happenings and deals here and there, with more numbers and more names to remember. But to think positively, I'm gonna try to learn this by heart. To feel it, and send it to my brain for a lifetime memory.

One thing that caught my attention when somewhere around the early 19th century, Egypt changed their "sense of belonging". "帰属意識の転換"(Yes, I'm studying history in Japanese..)
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From an ummah, to a sense of watan (nation in arabic).
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This mind-set was obviously caused by the English/European thinking, that they were once ruled by. As a Muslim, I think it is one of the reason why our ummah is falling apart in the middle east. They were separated by their sense of nationality rather than the Muslim brotherhood itself.
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"You are Saudis, we are Egyptian. So we're different,"
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In God Almighty's view, we are all the same. We are differentiate ONLY by the deeds that we do. If I'm not mistaken, the land of one Muslim, belongs to another Muslim. Meaning, there is no county-like boundaries that are separating us; one very big Islamic country or land that we are free explore and live. Isn't that better for everyone? There is too much bureaucracy even among the Muslim countries now.

Last week for our presentation class, we were discussing about people that don't have a nationality. There are estimated around 15 million people that were left out during war, or displaced in an independence process.


One of the story found in YouTube was a family that lives in Palestine. The husband have had an Egyptian passport but it was lost during the war. Now, the whole family do not belong to any nationality as the man's application for a new nationality was rejected for the 3rd times. Now, their children can't go to school, get medical treatment, work legally, own a property or even travel out from the country. And the uncertain future of the generation will continue.
How sad. Why do we have to be like this? I miss the Ummah. The Ummah that was once portrayed in the times of our beloved prophet, Rasulullah s.a.w. The times where Islam was the only thing that brings people together. Their hearts fill with loved for each other, because of Allah. How beautiful.

I'm not being racist here, but when Mekah was opened by the prophet, they had numerous of other religion as well. Practising their own beliefs, freely. And still they worked together to build a country; to build an Ummah.

Monday, October 13, 2008

What is me.

i really like this video.
Spend some minute of your time to hear to others. To know the reasons.

Thursday, October 09, 2008

LERBERG.

in pieces... 
Wallaa..!
=) It was easy! I'm happy with IKEA..

Monday, October 06, 2008

Ha-Ha Number 2*

If U were born on the 2nd, 11th, 20th, 29th of any month then U r number2...* **Number 2 ** * *No matter what, you will be loved by every one coz your ruler is theMoon and every one loves the Moon. Well.. you are a person who day dream alot, you have very low-self confidence, you need back up for every move inyour life, you are very much unpredictable. Means you do change according totime and circumstances, kind a selfish, have a very strong sense of musical,artistic talent, verbal communication. Your attitudes are like the Moon,comes to gloom and fade away so everybody can expect changes in you. You canbe a next Mahatma Gandhi who does peace love or you can be a Hitler whowants to destroy the man kind and peace (I mean in the community and yourown home). If you really have a deep thought about your own believe in God you canfeel the difference which will make you stronger! Most of the time yourwords are a kind of would be happening true! So without any knowledgeyou can predict the situation.. You will become poets, writers, anyartistic business people! ****You are not strong in love, so you will be there and here till you getmarry.. If U r a girl you will be a responsible woman in the wholefamily. * *If U r a man you will involve in fights & arguments in the familyorvice-versa. Means you will sacrifice your life for the goodness sake ofyour family... You are gentle , intuitive with a broad vision, a powerbehind the scenes, well balanced People!!! **Your best match is 2 ,5 ,9 no other people can put up with you !!! Oh, this is very funny though.. I posted it up just for the fun of it. x) Took it from Paan's page.

Wee~Wee~

-I had a GREAT birthday treat from my fellow PETs. *^-^* (new post coming out, no pictures yet..)
# VERY useful presents. Thank you! # Oh-I-don't-know-what-to-say NEW nickname. # AMUSING accidents. Well planned out isit? =) -It was a tiring sunday for me and Iman, preparing for her Eid open house last night. About 22 people came to Iman's teratak, and I hope that everyone is happy! =) (morepictures for this!) -Can't wait to go to Ikea and feel more at home, and shop for familiar things. -Our katibah this week. Miss everyone already! I know I need to post things for our Ini.Cerita.Kita blog, but my writing idea seems to be running down the drain everytime I start to write. T-T" And life goes on with more things to write and to discover.

Thursday, October 02, 2008

2nd Syawal on 2nd October.

Its once in a lifetime thing to happen.
Sorry, I'm not there to celebrate it with you.
I still remember, 4 years ago when you came to this world.
It was 2nd day of raya, back in Batu Pahat.
They call you budak kampung, as you are the only one in the family not born in KL.
Now you've grown beautifully.
I envy you.
You're never out of words, when you speak.
Full of confident, you stand up for yourself.
Not afraid to be different, you are who you are.
and that is what I like most about you.
Happy Birthday to you my little sister.
Happy Birthday.
Our birthday on the same day, today.
just on a different calendar.

Wednesday, October 01, 2008

The Call...

12 am, at the time I was too worried about what to do for tomorrow's presentation, when a call came. 
"りょうすけ (Ryoutsuke) Calling..." 
Eh? Who? Ryoutsuke mana pulak la ni..
"Nadiaちゃん!誕生日おめでとううう!!”、he shouted.
 Still confused and blur.. I went, "Eh, nani??"
"誕生日おめでとう!!” he said.
"Ah.. 誕生日。。。覚えてるね。。!”I said.
"もちろん覚えてるよ!今日の一日でいいことになるようにねえ!また学校で会いましょう!
じゃあ、おやすみ~!”he sounded with great enthusiasm.
"じゃ、おやすみ。。!” I ended the conversation.
Surprise, surprise.. he was only my tutor at school. at least for about a week. And my nayami for the presentation continues.. 

Ra-ya.

Its 1st Syawal!! Yeah, I'm a bit tired, but still, its raya! We went to Masjid Otsuka this morning, (except for the fact that we were 2hours late!) missed the solat raya of course. But, I was happy when I saw some familiar face at the mosque. We brought Akane along with us to celebrate this year's Syawal. She wore my baju kurung pahang, which was my last year's baju raya(hey, she looked good doesnt she?), we ate A LOT of Pakistani food ,and some rendang made by Kak Linda.
Not knowing where to go, we ended up lepaking at the mosque till after Zohor, and went to CrispyKreme, all the way in Shibuya. I wasnt feeling so good as I still could not made up my mind; to go, or not to go, for the next class. Even if I do, it will take me about 2 hours to get there, (plus the journey back to shibuya about 1 hour plus) and miss the open house at En.Jasri's house. My first day of raya cant just end at the CrispyKreme.No-no!
Jalan2 di Shibuya with Kak Niza.She's leaving soon...
While waiting for Naza to come and join us in Shibuya, we asked around if anyone knows how to get to En.Jasri's place. In the mail we got from the embassy was written En.Jasri's address. I did not took 'em down, neither did Husna. Since we've forward the same email to Naza, we supposed that he knows the address. Yes, he did mail us the address. The address of his house!! I still remember, "31 5 6 naka meguro". ??Dou iu koto?? As far as I know, we have to get on a bus to that place. So, does it mean that we have to get on bus no. 31, change at no.5 stop, and get down at no.6???
So clever la Naza kan?
As soon as we got En.Jasri's phone number, we called him for the RIGHT instruction, while Naza walked all the way from Naka-Meguro's station. (Sungguh bijak la anda~) So, that was the drama... and yes, I was happy.
When Naza said, "DARE?"
Food, food and more food. Laugh, pictures, and more pictures. Naza, unfortunately went crazy with my camera, and I think he took more than 100 pictures. We went back at about 6pm, as someone have to rush for baito, go back to sleep for tomorrow's first period class, and last but not least, someone who still have to finish her presentation for the next morn.
(click on the picture above for more other pictures from the album!)
My raya partners for the year~ Otsukararesamades!
..and Selamat Hari Raya.

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Selamat Hari Raya!

Satu hari di Hari Raya Ku lihat cahaya bersinar indah Langit cemerlang tak terkira Tanda kuasa yang Maha Esa Memberi nikmat pada manusia Satu hari di Hari Raya Ku dengar irama yang sungguh indah Ku coba mendekati padanya Kira irama itu adalah Suara pujian pada yang Esa Satu hari di Hari Raya Aku menangis tanda gembira Aku menangis tanda ku cinta kepadaNya Satu hari di Hari Raya Ku lihat wajah suci ibuku Ku lihat wajah kasih ayahku Ku gembira Mungkin inilah dia kebahagiaan
Its my 3rd year beraya di perantauan. Haish, tahun ni rezeki tak baik, ada kelas banyak pulak esok. I guess I was lucky for the past 2 years. Pertama kali raya kat ABK, malam raya kami berkumpul ramai2 masak rendang dan macam2. Pagi raya, sembahyang raya.. bertakbir dan makan2, sebelum pergi kelas yang start pukul 9 pagi. Lepas kelas, kami pergi beraya kat rumah senpai(senior) JPA yang buat persiapan untuk master kat sini. So, takde la rasa teruk sangat kepingin nak raya. Tahun lepas lagi best! Raya jatuh hari sabtu. Kitorang ramai2( kecuali naza) pergi serbu Malaysia Embassy kat Shibuya. Everything went well, except for the part yg kitorang semua sakit perut dekat seminggu after that! Dengar citer, ayam kat embassy that day macam tak elok sangat.. sbb memang semua yg tak makan ayam hari tu, mmg selamat perutnya.. T-T" (naza dengan bangganya kata yang dia tahu something was not right somewhere, sbb tu dia tak pgi. cheh!) ..dan tahun ini, tak tau la kalau nak ponteng kelas ke tidak esok. Malam raya ni, lepak kat rumah husna dengan Akane san. (Akane takde kelas esok, tu yg heret dia sekali tu) Esok pagi dlm pukul 8:30, ada solat raya kat Masjid Otsuka, Tokyo, about 1 hour train ride from here. Lepas tu, ingat nak terus pergi rumah En.Jasri(orang embassy), dia buat open house from 12tgh hari. Tapi saya ada kelas pukul 11am -2;30pm! macam mana ni.. takkan la sebab raya, nak ponteng. Sensei tu mcm takkan terima dah alasan ponteng2 nih. Ingat lepas solat raya, balik sekolah(2hours train ride), then lepas kelas, pi balik Shibuya(another 1hour train ride), pi raya. Hampeh la nadiah.. lusa ada presentation pasal Sudan and African conflict lagi! Teammate pun tak boleh harap. Semua cakap, sbb nadiah terer english, biar dia je yg buat. lagi cepat dan senang. Yabaiisyo! Saya mahu raya! Hampir semua video takbir raya kat YouTube tu dah diselongkar. Lagu raya pun dah berapa ribu kali duk main kat rumah husna ni. (Tak sanggup oi nak pasang lagu raya kat rumah sendiri, dengar sorang2, can go cuckooo!!)
Apa2pun, Selamat Hari Raya dan terima kasihh to all.. pembaca setia blog ini.. (*>_<*) Mintak ampun mintak maaf kalau ada terkasar bahasa.. Ada benda yg saya tulis, tak puas hati dan sebagainya, hehe.. Semoga dapat menjalani Syawal dengan baik, sebaik Ramadhan, dan mungkin lebih baik.
Selamat Hari Raya~ Aidilfitri mulia~ Ampun maaf dipinta, mensuci hening dosa~ Setahun menghilang, sekarang menjelang~ Hari yang bahagia, Selamat Hari Raya~

Friday, September 26, 2008