Persiapan.

I'm packing to leave. Not my bags, but my emotion. I have 2 days left, to get ready. To face the reality of life, back in Japan. Its been a week since I slept early. The earliest, is about 4 am. I can't let go that easily and pretend, as if nothing happened for the past 2 months. Time flies. Kita meninggalkan, dan mereka ditinggalkan.

JD#1

Tracking back to day-1 when we reached Jakarta. -We lost our SLR camera even BEFORE we get to the immigration counter. We were the last passenger to board off. Its too obvious that its the inside job, where everyone pretends that they didn't see anything. We asked for the CCTV recording but there were too many excuses made. We can't even make a police report. (As if nothing happened) = we hate the Jakarta Airport. -Uncle Saiful brought us to his apartment (Rasuna something..), and we stayed there for a night before leaving for Bandung. = Jakarta has so many buildings and malls. -We took Parahyangan train from Jakarta to Bandung for about 40,000Rp(executive) per person. It took 3 hours to get to Bandung. Saw some familiar trains that are brought from Japan. = The view was amazing!! Paddy fields here and there. Kaki-kaki bukit seperti dihiasi taman padi. -Even before the train stops at the station, other passengers sudah kelam kabut took their bags off from the baggage rack on top. = No wonder. Workers came in (menyerbu macam polis) and carried our bags out from the train. Then, have to pay them no matter what. We paid 20,000Rp. 6ringgit tu! -First stop, (like always) Blossom Outlet at Pascal Hyper. Last time, we went there 3 times. This time, pun sama. =Blossom made us feel like home. Not many customers at noon, nice friendly helpers around, and choices are.....too good to be true. -The only thing we knew about our hotel, New Sanny Rosa was, it is near to Rumah Mode. So, we went to Rumah Mode by angkot. =Angkot is a small van that carries people around Bandung. Just hop-on, (make sure you get to know the colours of the angkot, or just ask around since the people there are friendly- you have to speak bahasa Nusantara for that.. hehe) and pay 2,000Rp when you reach your destination. Most of the time we paid 5,000Rp for two (Say kiri~! first if you want to stop yah). There'll be beggars coming at the open door, maybe kids singing, or in our case, a boy singing with his guitar. Some said, 500Rp would be OK, but it doesnt hurt to give more. -We were quite surprised to know that our hotel looks very new and... ehm, expensive(for us). =Since they dont have any website, we just called them (using Skype) and booked for a room. We didnt care much (we thought that it was cheap. yah, years ago before its renovation!) since Hotel Cemerlang that we used to stay last time was fully booked. (I will STILL recommend Cemerlang in anyway) -We went to Restaurant Dapur Sangkuriang for dinner, and the food was GREAT! Cheap -affordable Sunda + padang food, with a great relaxing environment. Ah.. recommended to anyone visiting Bandung. =We saw no one, but Malaysian customers all night long. The rest of the album can be seen here @my facebook.

Sayang.

Apakah maksud sayang? I know you can't generalize things. But are things meant to be the way it should be? Kenapa kita sayang keluarga kita? Kenapa kita sayang teman-teman kita? Ketetapan ilahi kah itu? From my point of view, it is - sacrifice. Sayang is - care. Sayang is - concern. dan lebih banyak lagi. Bayangkan ya, I see you walking, wondering, and climbing right into a tempayan full of nails. I know that. But you? I think you do too. But its too tempting that you cannot stop doing what you WANT to do. So I stopped you. Or else, you'll bleed yourself to death. Crying for your life. (Tak de sampai mati kut..)-kut. But why should I? I could just do nothing and make fun of you. How stupid can you be la kan? Isn't it the same? If I'm asking you to stop smoking. If I'm asking you to stop drinking. If I'm asking you to stop killing yourself. If I'm telling you start doing some deeds. If I'm telling you to be a better-man. I think you know better where does it leads to. Kerana terlalu sayangkan kamu, tolonglah berhenti. Please, stop making fool out of your life. Don't waste it. Kerana terlalu sayangkan kamu, tolonglah dengar. Please, I am not any better than you. I really am not. Its just that I care. I want you to care too. At least, do it for you. #Ahhh.. kenapa aku sayangkan kamu2 in the first place. Kenapakah aku terlalu memikirkan tentang kamu. We're not even related.

ND#12 Serik? or Bijak?

Selama saya jaga Feesa yang no.10 ni, entah berapa kali dah bonda cakap, "Kamu jaga adik, FAIL!" Hari tu entah macam mana, dia main sudu, tercucuk tepi mata. Free-free je dah luka. Lepas tu jatuh katil kat hotel, entah berapa kali. Haish.. さて、 Budak kecik ni, dalam pukul 2-3 petang tu dia kene nap. Biasanya, tengah-tengah main tau-tau dah lentok. Semalam dia main kat bedroom atas. Tiba-tiba, saya yang tengah nak solat asar ni terdengar, "GEDEBOOOM". ....(ah sudah. tergolek dah tu..) Berdarah-darah mulut dia. Risau betul. Ingat patah dah gigi. Adoi..... dah la ada 4 batang je. Mati la saya! Nasib baik la yang luka tu bibir dia saja. Jatuh tersembam kut. Hari ini nap, biar dia tidur kat katil bawah je. Lama jugak dia nap hari ini. Tengah-tengah angkat kain kat luar, dia muncul kat pintu rumah. (Tekejut beruk ha..) Pi balik kat katil, habis bantal dengan comforter semua dtolaknya jatuh ke bawah . Huish, budak satu tahun ni. Pandai pulak ha letak safety precautions. #patut, kakaknye lah yang kene letak bantal supaya tak jatuh! (adoi, terlupalah!)

Hooooraaaayyyyy!!

Sebelum saya meng-update kan JD saya, saya ingin memberitahu bahawa program OBS saya di Lumut, Perak yang sepatutnya mula esok telah di-cancel~!! ^-^v One extra week to spend with the family! Mummy kata, "Yay! ada teman pi shopping!". "Yay! Dapat pi family day hujung minggu ni," "Yay! Dapat experience Earth Day 28hb nanti,". Macam dah ditakdirkan. Saya tak sempat pergi buat medical check-up untuk program tu. Memang last minute betul. Ingat pukul 8 pagi esok nak pi pederas(dalam loghat kedah bermaksud run to) -kut.. ke klinik kat Twin Tower Petronas tu saja. Sebab tak cukup peserta, OBS dibatalkan. Taktau la bila lagi kami nak buat. Mungkin summer depan, atau mungkin takkan lansung. One extra week. daiji ni shitai. taisetsu ni shitai. #laptop hilang. tak tau kat mana. can't type in japanese anymore. pakai macbook ayah saja.

Jakarta Diary - JD

Kami baru sampai di Jakarta. Yet, happiness didnt last that long. Sesampai kami di imigresen, ada masalah dengan borang yang perlu di isi. Since we were the last one who got down from the plane, we had no rushing-with-others problem. But, some of the officers took one of our bag. Our camera bag. Our SLR camera bag, and no one confessed of doing so. Ni baru imigresen. Belum ambil beg lagi. Belum keluar kastam lagi. Belum keluar airport lagi. Dah jadi macam ni. Jakarta. Sungguh, aku tidak mahu membenci. bandar yang baru hendak ku kenali. Sungguh, ada sesuatu yang tuhan mahu ajarkan padaku hari ini. Oh, Jakarta. Takut aku memikirkan apa yang akan kau sediakan untuk aku. for the next 7 days. for the next one week. Tolongggglah pulangkan semula camera kami itu. Not so much of kebendaan, but the memories in there are rather priceless... p/s; camera tu pun bukan kami yang punyaaaa!!

ND#... Lagi dan lagi.

Bonda pergi outstation lagi. Kali ini ke Kelantan pula. Semalam baru saja ambil ayah dan Naim dari airport (mereka buat IT training untuk orang-orang di Tawau selama seminggu). Memandu ke KLIA terasa seperti berjam-jam lamanya tak sampai-sampai. Saya yang sekarang ini sudah menjadi kurang upaya( jari hantu-manis-kelingking tangan kanan saya buat sementara ini menjadi "tidak berfungsi" akibat kecelakaan yang tidak dapat dielakkan) menyebabkan saya memandu hanya dengan satu tangan. Amazing. hehe.. Memang tangan kanan ini semuanya sudah "berehat". (Nasib baikla kidal..) Ada hikmahnya. Saya jadi big boss sekejap. Tidak boleh cuci pinggan dah, lipat baju dah, dan segala kerja rumah yang memerlukan kedua-dua belah tangan. Minta simpati saja pada budak-budak ini. Bukan tak boleh buat sendiri, mengada-ada tak nak buat. Semakin tensi rasanya sebab tak dapat nak memahami bahasa bayi dengan lebih baik. Kali ini, bonda tinggalkan Nafeesa di rumah. Susu pun memilih. Sekejap nak sejuk, sekejap nak panas... baru umur satu tahun! Si kakaknya yang 4 tahun pula, "Susu ni bukan susu kita. Rasa lain la. Takmau! Nadiah tipu ni." T-T" Hiishhh.. budak kecik ni. Esok, saya berangkat ke Jakarta bersama Naim (adik bawah saya). Tinggal la yang lain semua di rumah tanpa bondanya. Adik no.3 dah hilang tak tau kemana. Pandai-pandai la jaga diri masing-masing yang lain-lain tu esok. Eleh, macam tak biasa je. ^-^" #Kenapa tiba-tiba rasa sedih macam nak balik semula ke Nihon dah.. iya da~!

ND#10 - Rezeki.

Nafhani ada Sukaneka kat sekolah, dan ibu-bapa dijemput hadir. But, none of us went. x-x Dia balik rumah, dengan gold medal. Nampak sangat gembira, tak sabar-sabar nak cerita apa jadi kat sekolah tadi. Hani; "Tadi kan, ada kawan Hani, dia ajak Hani baca doa before start. Dia kata kita kene doa baru boleh dapat first." Saya; "Pastu...?" Hani; " Pastu Hani dapat first, dia dapat third je." Saya;"....ah....." Hani; "Nasib baik Hani tak doa.." "Haaaaaaa???" T-T" Macam mana nak cakap kat budak kecik 7 tahun ni. Rezeki masing-masing itu berbeza. Walaupun budak lain tu dapat third pun, itu adalah untuk dia. Tak semestinya Hani dapat first pun, Hani lebih baik daripada dia. Tapi itu rezeki Hani, Allah nak kasi. Kalau Allah tak kasi, jangan harap la nak dapat. Sebab tu kita kene berdoa. Ada benda yang Allah nak tunjuk. Mungkin bukan pada Hani saja, pada orang lain juga (akak dia punかも) . Macam mana nak cakap kat abang-abang dia yang besar gajah dah. Walaupun macam nak gila pi tuisyen balik tuisyen, kalau tak solat, jangan harap la nak meminta-minta kat Allah nak dapat A. Gig ke sana kemari, kalau tak solat, berkat apa pun tak dapat. Kalau tak ingat kat Allah, macam mana Allah nak ingat pada kita. Tapi rezeki itu Allah dah tentukan. Cuma Allah nak tengok betapa kita ni bersyukur atau tidak. Jangan hanya ingat Allah apabila kita susah sahaja. Mungkin ini adalah perbahasan yang terlalu basic. Tetapi, basic itulah yang membina seseorang. Hikmah. Bagaimana untuk lebih berhikmah apabila berpesan-pesan? Kanak-kanak. Bukan orang tua.

Kuala Terengganu.

Last week's one week trip to Terengganu. Me, my mom, and 2 sisters. Albums KT1 and KT2. *more to come.. nak mandikan baby kejap. ^-^"

ND#9 - Aliens.

久しぶりにまたＮＤを書く　o(^▽^)o Bonda sempat buat breakfast yang best pagi ini. Thank god budak-budak tu tak lambat lagi. They have been late for the past 2 months. Tak tahu la setiap hari atau tidak. Beberapa minggu lepas, cikgu kata, kalau mereka masih lewat lagi untuk 3 hari, akan kena buang sekolah. Cikgu : "Kalau lambat lagi, saya buang kamu!" adik no.6 : "Kalau saya datang awal, saya buang cikgu～" 3 hari berturut-turut mereka bangun pukul 5.30 pagi dan sampai kat sekolah selepas subuh. が、 hari ke-4, sampai sekolah pukul 8 pagi. Alien betul budak2 ni.

Arashi's Beat Box

A great laugh wouldnt hurt. ^-^" Saya; "Ahahahahahahaha.......(sambil makan dorian guling2 atas lantai) tak de kerja betulla dorang ni!! Wahahhaa.." Bonda; "Orang yang tengok tu pun tak de kerja.." T-T"