Suara Takbir

Im listening to P.Ramlee now.. Suara Takbir.. Just finished my class on the 2nd day of raya. Hmm, somehow.. ofcourse it doesnt feel like raya at all. The past days was quite hectic. I havnt been writing for a long time. The raya eve, we went to Jonathan's to bukak puasa. I ate salmon kicap for god sake! that cost me me bout 60bux! (I cant stop comparing the prices yet with RM cuz everything is just pure expensive!) We do imagine things, especially when its raya eve. Usually, Im gonna have a last minute shopping with my mom back in M'sia. But that night, our petronas family wasnt a complete one. When a person decided not to be together and happy on raya eve, it affected everybody else. The rainy night seemed so dull. As we went back, trying very hard to be happy, my mind was all the way in Darfur, Palestine and so on.. I should be very thankful that I still have the 'petronas family' with me even if its isnt what most called perfet. And I am. I love the 'miss Iman' cooking spirit. (Heh, I guess food do bring us together.) The always happy Naza n Kak Nor that cheer things up. Rikku, the utmost positive and friendly.. Tan, the talking virus.. Husna, the most calmed but at the same time thinks too much. Kak Ina, who plays an important role of a 'big sister'. Hmm, whatta bout Ehsan? I thinks he's cool. Yeah, he's the 'cool' type of guy. Not much of nonsence n kanky-ness. =P Oh yah.. the last name to be mentioned.. Awadh san.. I dont know what had gotten into him. We havnt talk much since we went here. But nowadays its worser than ever. We fight with no reasons. Everything i said seemd to be very wrong. Look, who would want to spend the raya eve alone, in a room, doing homework, cook, eat alone n just be sad. What an idiot! I know we're not in Msia anymore but raya is still raya.. Doink! Everybody else have class on Eid Day. And we cooked together that night. We still did. Without him. Even Tan stayed in ABK the eve night. We cooked rendang ayam n daging. Ketam masak cili api. n some bunch of fried chicken! Kak Nor brought her laptop to the kitchen n we sang all the raya songs 2gether. =) From there on, I really felt the spirit of raya.. Its quite sad that all the foods are super hot! PEDAS!! I ate only chickens n serunding. I wish I learned more how to cook all the masakan traditonal. Arghhh!!! Its because Im a Malay! In anyway, Im gonna miss the ketupat, rendang, serunding.. the kuih2 raya.. Dont tell me that even ur in KUtub Utara u dont miss all that. I miss kampung. I miss Tok Midah in Kulim. I miss the soto lembu on the Eid morning in Batu Pahat. I miss the crazyness of my brothers. My family. After the Eid prayer, we'll take family pictures at the Kedai Gambar lama.. and the chinese lady akan marah2 suruh duduk diam2.. Go beraya kat rumah sape2 yg ada kat rumah. ='( At night, tgk movie2 raya.. and most of all............ BUNGA API!!! I sempat call Tok Midah before i went to class. My mom in Johor, my dad, atok.. My brothers yg sibuk sungguh nk NintendoDS. The night before i called Effie n Darem.. I tried to call my girlfriends but then xdapat.. Uhhhhhh!! Baru just now i called Fanna but she's goin beraya-in! We went to chiba last night. I dont wanna spend my first day of raya watchin crappin japanese tv. It cost me 1200yen. 36hinggit oi! jalan kaki, naik train, naik bas.. hue! dapat makan lemang tiruan yg dmasak dlm bekas plastik! rasa sungguh sedap! cam lemang! hehehe.. nama pun lemang.. Aaaaa...this year gambar raya cam crap ah! X amik pun actually, pgi Chiba pun 6 ppl. 3 senpai, n 3 of us. Still. Im happy n thankful. Selamat Hari Raya people...!! Maaf Zahir Batin. Anymistakes i did, I mintak maaf banyak2. Any terkasar bahasa. Any talkin behind-back crap. Im super sorry. Hari raya resolution to lessen that. I miss everybody now. Even people I never thought I'll miss. Harap dmaafkan. ???????Onegaishimasu. Assalamualaikum.