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Friday, November 28, 2008

Gay away

"Sure, Gay people have the same right as everyone else to find a partner and be happy" "I say yes, If more gay couples lived openly, it would be easier for society to accept them" "I don't know. I just don't think society is ready to accept gays"
I was the only one to said,
"Absolutely not. Homosexuality is wrong"
and Takuto said,
"Gay?? No thanks, but lesbian is okay, "
hahahaa...
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BUT, have they all forget about
80. Dan Nabi Lut juga (Kami utuskan). ingatlah ketika ia berkata kepada kaumnya: "Patutkah kamu melakukan perbuatan Yang keji, Yang tidak pernah dilakukan oleh seorang pun dari penduduk alam ini sebelum kamu?
81. "Sesungguhnya kamu mendatangi lelaki untuk memuaskan nafsu syahwat kamu Dengan meninggalkan perempuan, bahkan kamu ini adalah kaum Yang melampaui batas".

Bloody Blood.

”まだ低い” - still low.
I had to stay in the blood donation bus.
Already 30mins late for my 5th period class.
Damn, its too cold outside. Again, I fainted.

hahaha.... dramatic betul. Its been exactly a year since I donate my blood, and I got my self this blood donor card. Its to keep track the details of my donation.

The blood bus came (they come once a month to my university). I'm O型 positive. It was 超ピンチthat day, meaning, they really need O blood as much as possible. and... I decided to be a hero~
Im out of cash.
'This' is something that I am full of. I was in the mood of doing good deeds. =) Malaysians should do it often too.
Its good for your health, like Akane said,
" I'm 0.4kg lighter!".

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Mata oh mata.

In life, at least once.
Pernah tak lihat satu pemandangan yang akan membuatkan anda mengatakan,

"MasyaAllah.. Subhanallah.."

Keindahan alam yang tiada kata - kata dapat mengungkapnya. You then, take out your camera to savour this amazing moment. Happy that you have your camera with you, you take several pictures. Yet, you are still not satisfied.  

"Kenapa tak secantik apa yang ku nampak?"

Sedikit kecewa, hmm.. mungkin anda bukan seorang jurugambar yang hebat. Tapi bagaimanakah? Keindahan yang terlalu berharga untuk dibiarkan begitu sahaja.. Lalu anda duduk merenung keindahan yang fana' itu.

First time I went to Fukushima about 2 years ago, I cried. It was the most beautiful scenery I've ever seen in my life. It was autumn. The hills was covered with red, mixed with orange, and yellow coloured leaves. Dashing blue river between the hills, small houses by the riverside, MasyaAllah.. The air was too good to be true; it was thin, as if I can feel it flowing in my viens. Again, I cried.

Few weeks ago, it was already dark when I finished my 5th period class, . On my way for Maghrib prayers down the stairs, there it was. The full moon; as if its decorated with the pieces of clouds , and made pretty, with striking yellow coloured leaves on the trees. It is autumn again. I wish I could. Savour the moment. Just staring at it.

I wish I could. Cut out my vision. paste it in photoshop. save it in as a jpeg file. My eyes, was, is the best camera that I have ever own. Better than any SLR in the world. I could never let it go.

Imagine, losing your sight for a day. Or at least, 5 minutes. I dont think I'd survive. I tried, taking my glasses off, and try to stare at the beautiful moon, again I cried; it was a distorted image.

MasyaAllah, Alhamdulillah for The Creator's invention of the the moon, and my eyes. Tiadanya mataku, bisakah ku melihat kebesaranMu; Tuhan yang Maha Esa? Bisakah aku membaca ayat-ayat suciMu; Tuhan yang Maha Mengetahui? Aku mahu menghafal dengan penglihatan dan mata hati ini. Mencari erti hidup dengan pengamatanku.

Mata, oh mata.
Namun, sungguh kerdilnya kamu jika dibandingkan dengan ciptaanNya yang di luar sana.

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Hari

Apabila bulan lepas rasa seperti hanya semalam.. Ah.. cepat sungguh masa berlalu. Lebih banyak report, presentation, debate dan segala macam alah.. sememangnya, cepat sungguh masa berlalu. Kesejukan hari ini seperti tidak terasa. Orang lain dah sibuk2 memakai muffler dan jacket bulu, aku sempoi aja berbaju Indon dan jaket sukan. Tak mungkin sudah winter. Cepat sungguh masa berlalu. Sejuk. sungguh sejuk, sampai ke tulang. Emosi yang semakin complicated, deria sejuk itu tidak berperasaan lagi. Hari ini hari Selasa. aku sudah pikirkan tentang hari sabtu, hari ahad. Dan kemudian, aku akan kembali sedar, yang hari sabtu, ahad ku itu, baru sahaja berlalu. Kembalilah pada realiti. Diri yang sekarang ini. Diri yang sebenar ini. Yang sarat. dengan amanah. dengan tanggungjawab. Yang berat. dengan kemalasan, dengan penangguhan. Apakah kau mahu kalah dengan ini? Kalah pada kesejukan, dan emosi yang kering kontang? Ternyata, lapar dahaga emosi, dan roh itu perlu kau penuhi.