Kokoni Iru yo

I'll be right here Music & Lyrics: SoulJa Baby boy, I’ll be right here I’ll be here waiting for you You know that I love you, so there’s no need for you to worry No matter how far apart we are, this heart won’t change You know what I’m trying to say, right? I’ll be waiting for you I’m a bit clumsy, and you are far away While I struggled to tell you how I feel, you were already gone Now, what remains of you is inside my albums These days, radio waves are the only way we can meet But I can’t see your smiles, Your warmth, the smell of your hair—I can't quench this longing for you in the days that pass, I desperately searched for traces of you The road I used to walk with you just echoes with my footsteps now But more importantly, how are you? Are you taking care of yourself? Damn it, the words just won’t come out I’ll send it next time, a letter from me Baby boy, I’ll be right here I’ll be here waiting for you You know that I love you, so there’s no need for you to worry No matter how far apart we are, this heart won’t change You know what I’m trying to say, right? I’ll be waiting for you The way you looked at the beach in Kamakura, how the waves swallowed the words I wanted to tell you This is really difficult, even though I’m a man--- the words just won’t come out Do you still remember? When we went to karaoke together I wanted to say to you those words in the song I sang, just as they appeared on the monitor I still can’t forget your smile From the first day we spent, just the two of us – you were cheerful as if we had met coincidentally I’ve gone on quite a tangent, but you understand, right? What I’m trying to say? Shit, there’s no more space to write I’m sorry, I’ll definitely send this next one If I had more money, or if I had a more serious job If I could give everything else up, I would definitely, for you… But please, don’t ever misunderstand, I hate to make you lonely, but… While I’m busy, we can’t talk much, but baby believe, this is all for our future But in reality, I want to see you right now, I want to hold you in my arms The place you used to sit, next to me, is empty now, there’s no one… Well, that’s not important, that’s not what I’m trying to say This is coming so late, but I’ll fill it with the words I wanted to say and send you my unsent letter Baby girl, I’ll be right here I’ll be here waiting for you You know that I love you, so there’s no need for you to worry No matter how far apart we are, this heart won’t change You know what I’m trying to say, right? I’ll be waiting for you Now I can say it to you straight I don’t ever wanna let you go

Picnic@Ueno

I think it was last Saturday that we went to the Ueno Park to celebrate Russell's 17th birthday. We had Nasi Lemak on that very cold day. Its not even winter yet, but yet it was cold. Me, Asyraf and Iman cooked the rice, Awadh made the sambal, and the juniors brought the eggs, nuts, etc. I even made an agar-agar (jelly), which was my first attempt ever to made such agar2, and the rice for nasi lemak too. Thank goodness they were fine. and it taste good. =) Afterwards, we went inside the park, and played UNO. It was COLLLLDDD....! I couldn't handle it, and we decided to go to Ueno to shop. =)) Happinesss!! Bura-bura walking, shopping for muffler, jackets.. They were very2 cheap! Everything for 680yen, but after discount 617yen! Next, KURIKURA! Photo both.. for 400yen! Well, it was my first time doing that here. I went to kurikura few times before, with my girlfriends back in Malaysia. The others played the car racing game. So do Iman. But, seeing Awadh playing made me tired. He was very good at it. So, I don't see the point of me spending 100yen for a racing game. We had fun. Haha.. this is funny. Its seems like we're doing nothing but to hang around and play. Spend money on food and games, what else? Chocolatessss... Mp3.. Gadgets... =) Well, its a part of life. We're still teenagers. We're paid to study. Our duties, to god, to the country, what else..... we have burden of our own to carry. So, why not have some fun. I don't think its a big deal. Hihi =) Cya around! Jya! Assalamualaikum.

HELP!

Sorry guys, Ive been away for quite a while now.. The examination and stuff. They're driving me pretty crazy. Plus, my laptop got on my nerves.. I've sent it away to be repaired btw. Aint got much time to spend on writing though.. I got lots and lots of things to tell... Pictures to show.. Wah! cant wait till Im done with the examsss! Im in a deficit account right now. Poket sangat2 haus. Im buying the flight ticket back to Malaysia 2moro. for 15th Dec flight. then, i'll be papakedana. Hope they still have seats left for me. This is scary!! I wanna go backkk!! Cuz its new year.. so ticket mcm habis.. VERY2 FULL! *****Again, to anyone who wants me to get stuff from Japan, ( meaning, I'll HELP you buy it, then YOU pay me) please... please do so.. I need malaysian money by the time im back. WANNA GO FOR MSIAN SHOPPING SPREEE!!***** mail me.. wtv.. pleaseee onegaiii... some stuff are super cheap here.. iPod, mP3 players.. japanese posters.. album.. anime.. u name it lah. anything that i can get for u, i'll try to get it. JYA! assalamualaikum!

Cetusan Rasa Hati...

KENAPA AKU DIUJI? 
 'Apakah manusia itu mengira bahawa mereka dibiarkan saja mengatakan; 'Kami telah beriman,' sedangkan mereka tidak diuji? Dan sesungguhnya kami telah menguji orang-orang yang sebelum mereka, maka sesungguhnya Allah mengetahui orang-orang yang benar dan sesungguhnya Dia mengetahui orang-orang yang dusta.' (Surah Al-Ankabut, ayat 2-3) 
 
KENAPA AKU TAK DAPAT APA YANG AKU IDAM-IDAMKAN? 'Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi pula kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu, Allah mengetahui sedang kamu tidak mengetahui.' (Surah Al-Baqarah, ayat 216) 
 
KENAPA UJIAN SEBERAT INI? 
'Allah tidak membebani seseorang itu melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya.' (Surah Al-Baqarah, ayat 286)  

RASA FRUST/MENYAMPAH? 
 'Janganlah kamu bersikap lemah, dan janganlah pula kamu bersedih hati, padahal kamulah orang-orang yang paling tinggi darjatnya, jika kamu orang-orang yang (sungguh-sungguh) beriman.' (Surah Ali 'Imran, ayat 139)  

BAGAIMANA HARUS AKU MENGHADAPINYA? 'Wahai orang-orang yang beriman! Bersabarlah kamu (menghadapi segala kesukaran dalam mengerjakan perkara-perkara yang berkebajikan), dan kuatkanlah kesabaran kamu lebih daripada kesabaran musuh, di medan perjuangan), dan bersedialah (dengan kekuatan pertahanan di daerah-daerah sempadan) serta bertaqwalah kamu kepada Allah supaya, kamu berjaya (mencapai kemenangan).' (Surah Ali 'Imran, ayat 200) 'Dan mintalah pertolongan (kepada Allah) dengan jalan sabar dan mengerjakan sembahyang; dan sesungguhnya sembahyang itu amatlah berat kecuali kepada orang-orang yang khusyuk' (Surah Al-Baqarah, ayat 45)  

APA YANG AKU DAPAT DARIPADA SEMUA INI? 'Sesungguhnya Allah telah membeli dari orang-orang mu'min diri dan harta mereka dengan memberikan syurga untuk mereka' (Surah At-Taubah, ayat 111)  

KEPADA SIAPA AKU BERHARAP? 'Cukuplah Allah bagiku, tidak ada Tuhan selain dariNya. Hanya kepadaNya aku bertawakkal.' (Surah At-Taubah, ayat 129)
 
AKU DAH TAK DAPAT BERTAHAN LAGI!!!!! ' dan janganlah kamu berputus asa daripada rahmat Allah. Sesungguhnya tiada berputus asa dari rahmat Allah melainkan kaum yang kafir.' (Surah Yusuf, ayat 12) '' sesungguhnya ALLAH S.W.T bersama dengan hambaNya yang sentiasa bersabar dan patuh kepadaNya ''